Current mood:	contemplative
Current music:	DJ Sandstorm-old school hip-hop mix

crossroads
I come to a crossroads in my life this morrow, after a lengthly ride/yellfest with my father (I don't drive right now for my own reasons). And while he and I don't have the smoothest of relationships, he's right about a couple of things, most predominently: I am a slacker

if there is something in this world that is importent, I will put it off till the last second. This is true with studying, calling my girl, cleaning my room, ect.

If I am to be the police officer I truely wish to be, I must get in shape, I must get some range time in and hone my 5ki11z, I must take my schoolwork (math for the most part) more seriously...I must do a lot of things


...but I worry, because I fear on some levels it is a looseing battle I am fighting...can I do this when I have no real drive or willpower of my own? I dunno, it'll be tough...

....but then again, what in my life has ever been easy?