[23 Oct 2005|12:11am] [ mood | rejuvenated ] [ music | Christina Milian vs Pappa Roach - Tell me my last resort ] sometimes we say things that are on the mean side, to people we once loved...and on some level still love. They hurt, but they're how we feel on the inside. I found a song to discribe how I feel, I give you "New Disease" by Spineshank Now I can take this, everything I know Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be I can never change anything I've done Because it's the only this I have left Blame myself again for what I didn't do Never even knew it was coming from me It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come Because I have gone too far now Nobody Changed my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease Is this all worth what this has done to me? Watered down my senses and turned them on me F**k morality and everything I know If I didn't hate this than I couldn't cope Impersonate myself for what I used to be Denial is all that's left now Nobody Changed my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease Seething in my head I'm suffering instead I can't remember why This meant so much to me Doubt Did I ever want this? It's all I could've been, it's all I would've been Doubt Did I ever want this? It's all I've ever been, it's all I'll ever be Seething in my head I'm suffering instead I can't remember why This meant so much to me Nobody Changed my mind And it leads me to a new disease Somebody Let it die But it still becomes a new disease i've shed my tears, i've taken my wounds, i've lost my fair share of sleep. It's time for me to evolve and move on and we'll leave the rest in the hands of fate. 1 comment|post comment

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